stare at the door, can’t think no more
I drag my feet across the floor
staying up all night watch the seconds going by
I'll walk with heavy shoulders till I reach the other side

how many times have I said
I’m not sure if I’m breathing
but if I were to drop dead
would that stop you from leaving

somewhere far from where the waters lie
I’ll try to find a quiet place to hide
beginning to wonder why I try so hard
to find the right moment to start

so much time has passed me by
you’re still waiting
think I would forget the past
I’m not crazy
(I’m just lazy)